i did have lots of nicknames. but you gave me the ever first nickname, which had remained in my memory for the rest of my life.

pig head.

it is 2 in the morning right now. however, i couldnt sleep. you appeared in my mind. why? because i went reminiscing the past. how foolish am i ryte?

recalling, i realized that i was foolish, not the part of reminiscing, but the past. i did lots of silly mistakes which i had never realized it before. i wonder where was my mind that time. it seemed like it had disappeared or gone missing.

i remembered the every single moment that i had with you. happiness and sorrow. joys and cries. i learnt from my mistakes. i did not pay full responsibility. that was why such result had happened.

i just realized that you're a simple person. from the information that i had just gotten, you are a simple person. a kind and soft hearted person. i had never care for anything of everything.

it's impossible for me currently to have such deep feeling. because it's over, this was what i know. i tried so hard to forget about the past. the past is the past. no more looking backwards. and i would not get back to the past. why? to be honest, i wouldnt know too. all i know is i complete my current task perfectly.

you would stay in my memory, forever. ever-lasting, just like eternal snow.

2am and the rain is falling
here we are at the crossroads once again
you're telling me you're so confused
you cant make up your mind

trademark - only love. what a nice song to fit current atmostphere