finally, here comes the semester break. phew

i got lots of complaints to do, so, just do it here.

1. academic
during my first semester, oh well, i didnt really do well. i always did last minute study. one day before final, i only start burning the midnight oil. damn it? so, i found it hard to score flying colors in those subjects. during that moment, in mind mind, the only word, NEVERMIND! okay. fine. semester 2 started. no doubt, i did even worse. well, i should say it was the worst period of study in my 17 years life. being mischievous, i skipped class. well, i dun have to elaborate more and definitely you as a reader will know the consequences. this time, i aimed for pass but not a credit. sounds rediculous to you right that i am such kinda teenager? but it is the fact which cannot be altered at all. for your info, i am a slow learner. my brain capacity is just small as a pea. i am not as smart as what some of you think. scoring well in upsr, pmr & spm were just lame and lucky. college life is much different, not to say much, LOTS! not only your studies, you start to see the true colors of the people around you. well, screwing up my academic is a regret to me. but, no point mourning over it. life has to keep going either. plus i think i can get the way of scoring in this freaking hectic and miserable aup programme. hopefully i can really cope it from my next semester.

2. friends
well, what are friends for? when you ask others about this question, different types of answers will come out from their either tiny or gigantic mouths. to me, friends, someone you can have your trust in, someone who forgive you although you provoke him, someone who was on your side when you are happy and sad, someone who shares your everything, not really everything, just like girlfriend cant be shared.

i do have a few great friends. but currently, there are 3 who are really really my close friends, well, cause same college marh. haha. let me intro them to you. ta da ta da~

wong li zhe
he was my schoolmate during high school. but i never talked to him before. when he came to inti college, only i started talking to him as being in the same class for enl 101. (is the course code correct? -.- argh. forget about it) he was a quiet boy when i just knew him. but afterall, not really. HAHA! he is quite crappy wei. same like me larh. quiet when there is nobody that we know but crappy like shit when there are someone that we know and close to. i always provoke him, he does felt angry, but he would be fine afterall. i share most stuffs with him. we backstab people that we dun like. we talk about girls and out results. we shares our feelings, if necessary. but but but, he likes to copy the way i are. WTH! way of styling hair, maybe not much similarities, but still considered as copy. haha. and then, way of sms-ing and chatting and talking. but the only different that he has from me is he has a big face. eeeks. >.< sorry, li zhe. haha.

hui joo sing
well, joo is one year elder than me and one sem older than me. however, these do not affect our friendship, hopefully. haha. joo is also a funny guy. i do share my stuff with him. and he keeps it to himself. except for some stuffs. -.- oh well, but actually, i do know the meaning behid his actions. he just wanna clear the doubt and obstacles and misunderstanding. whatis it about? i am not gonna tell. haha. oh oh. and joo has a big backside. woohoo~ just love whacking it and see him screaming. HAHA. SM wei. and not to forget this, he is a damn lazy fatty pig. -.- he always says this: chyn woei, wake me up later, i have a 15 minutes nap yeah. when i wake him, he kick and mumble but still not awake. so, i give up, most of the time. LOL.

sherlyn pang ting huan
sherlyn, the closest girlfriend of mine if i am not mistaken. haha. li zhe and i bully her, always. how would she defend herself? COVERING~ woohoo! haha. or she will scold with a laugh on her face. -.- she will say this: you si bian tai!!! haha. i do share stuffs with her. but not really as much as those i share with li zhe and joo. why? because this semester most of the time, i hardly meet her. i can meet her if and only if i play truant, which i did. haiz. lol. oh oh. and she was a funny girl too. she likes to act innocent. agree right, li zhe? and one more thing. her grandma is damn funny wei! once, as her handphone was spoilt, according to her, so, i called her house phone. then a lady picked up the phone and i said: hello, may i speak to sherlyn? she replied: se lin? bo se lin leh. and i was like: HUH? oh oh~! ting huan. she replied: OH~ ting huan ar. deng jen oh. -.- dunno what she spoke actually but remember the convo, still remains clear in my mind. parting~

now, time to backstab some friends. let me choose the worst one from the boy and girl friends. hmph! however, names are not mentioned.

he used to be a friend that i though he can be one of my close friends. however, i am wrong. totally wrong. he betrayed me. what did he do? i am not gonna reveal it here. as no point saying it. i just lost the trust and hope in him. i think same to him too on me. i did tell him about stuff and in the end, he took over and own the stuff. and plus he backstab me. although i did not hear him backstabbing, rumors are being spreaded around. readers, you might say that it was just the rumor. but think twice. if there is no such thing happen, no backstabbing at all, why would the rumors start? although it's not accurate, definitely it's 50% correct while the another 50% is being editted by the others. so, he will get a piece of me one day. you better watch out, dude. you really pissed me off. you will not know who you are, but just beware. i will repay you for what you gave me. i never tell you about the bo-songness of mine towards you. but, i think you can sense it. so, just wait it or get prepared.

she was one of my close friends. i did share my stuffs with her. however, she disappointed me. she accused me on betraying her. i did not do such thing before. i just did not explain to her as i hate explaining. and if she has the trust in me, i dun have to give her any damn explanation. next, she got angry over a single little tiny freaking stuff. excuse me? everyone will do mistakes. cant you just forgive one? you bloody hell! and it was just a small matter. and you idiot! had you ever find out why would i do so? had you ever find the meaning behind of my actions? you never. you just know how to get angry and blame and scold and give me that bloody idiot black moody face. however, it's over. you're not my close friend anymore, this is the fact.

wow wow~ feel much better after expressing all these.

oh oh. recently, i knew a few new friends. all newbies.

cadence - always whack my head. -.-
natalie - whack me all the time and complain that her hand felt painful instead of me
le may - a cute little girl
jessica - a crappy but funny girl wei. LOL!
yee han - a 38 po
felicia - cant judge her by her look, known as se mao
fion - mischievous sem 1 freshie
rhae yeann - loves to give wide smile

3. personal stuff
i still haven solved my personal problems. haiz. sad case. i just dunno why. my life is being so miserable and hectic and messy, which i dun like it at all. actually, some of the problems seem to be solved, but actually, i just let them go and just forget about them. la la la? haha.

p.s. i watched g.i.joe with li zhe today. well, can considered as quite a not bad movie. after that, i got a terrible headache, most probably dun have sufficient sleep and rest. then, lost in picking up my sister, which gave me a big trouble. END