everything is cleared
Friday, May 8, 2009, 11:56 PM
finally, everything is solved. all explanations are given.

i am a person who dun really like to explain or give reasons for what i did. so, sometimes, lots of misunderstandings happen.

this made me recalled of what happened on this 5 months time.

first case, you disappointed me. you dun believe me. but it was my mistake too. i dun have the courage to explain to you. but it wasnt that easy to tell you the reason why i did that. because it's just way too hard. so, it ended up that you're angry at me for taking that action. you ignored me for a period. after that, you're fine with that. but i think there is definitely a barrier between us. however, i still didnt voice out my explanation. it's like so long and it will be pointless if i explain it now. so, just let it be in the past.

second case, i am sorry that i didnt believe you. well, there are just too many rumors about you. and it is so coincident with those that you did to me. so, it is hardy for me not to believe those rumors. i dunno whether are you telling me the truth. or are you lying to me. but as a friend, i will choose to believe you. hopefully you know what you're doing and if you did it wrong in the past, change your behaviour and be the right one you suppose to be. that's all i can say to you.

wakaka! this post sounds so emo-ish wei! but nah. i just love to nag. cause i got nothing to blog about today. -.-" since everything is solved, i will be contented and i can focus on my studies now. HOPEFULLY. haha!

this is the picture i sent to mei yue and chia chia >.<